Friday, January 4, 2013

I am....

Im sorry for making you an option because i prioritize myself first

Im sorry for being so selfish because i learn to love myself more.

Im sorry for manipulating your mind and showering you with promising words that i thought i can hold on to

Im sorry for making mistakes that i know i could avoid making

Im sorry for seizing the moment because i can only live the moments once and so i have made you wait

Im sorry for being so confused with what i want, life around me have too much to offered that i got lost

Im sorry making you fond of a familiar smell

Im sorry for never trying too hard, maybe because i thought im safe and secure

Im sorry for letting things come and go easily, maybe because im so tired of holding on to it too tight

Im sorry for being so overprotective of myself because i only believe in me

Im so sorry for making you believe words are just words when there's more to it

Im sorry, sorry is just another sorry, another word mouthed, but with no voice

Im so sorry for planting in too much wonderful flower seeds in your dry heart, hoping it would grow and bloom

Im so sorry for giving you love,
For giving you hope,
For giving you faith,
For giving you life,
For a brief

And evaporate into the thin air.
Just like that


Im sorry

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